{"id":544,"date":"2021-03-07T13:04:59","date_gmt":"2021-03-07T13:04:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.asociatiasozo.ro\/wp\/?p=544"},"modified":"2021-03-07T13:09:47","modified_gmt":"2021-03-07T13:09:47","slug":"scrisoarea-celui-ce-a-tradat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.asociatiasozo.ro\/wp\/scrisoarea-celui-ce-a-tradat\/","title":{"rendered":"Scrisoarea celui ce a tr\u0103dat"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

psiholog Bianca Balogh<\/em><\/p>\n

Te privesc \u0219i v\u0103d c\u00e2t e\u0219ti de trist\u0103\u2026 De-a\u0219 putea da \u00eenapoi clipele, zilele\u2026 De-a\u0219 putea \u0219terge ce am f\u0103cut\u2026 Din p\u0103cate nu \u00eemi st\u0103 \u00een putere acest lucru\u2026 \u0218i m\u0103 doare c\u0103 te-am f\u0103cut s\u0103 suferi. M\u0103 doare c\u0103, de\u0219i \u00ee\u021bi zic c\u0103 \u00eemi pare r\u0103u, nu m\u0103 crezi\u2026 Parc\u0103 sunt invizibil pentru tine. Gre\u0219eala mea te-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 te \u00eendoie\u0219ti de mine. Ce a\u0219 putea face oare acum? Chiar nu mai avem nici o \u0219ans\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103? Chiar nu mai avem nici un viitor?<\/p>\n

Am fugit \u00een bra\u021bele alteia pentru c\u0103 eram distan\u021bi unul fa\u021b\u0103 de cel\u0103lalt. Acest lucru nu \u00eel po\u021bi nega. \u0218tiu c\u0103 aceste cuvinte sun\u0103 de parc\u0103 \u00eemi caut circumstan\u021be atenuante. Vreau doar s\u0103 \u00eemi \u00een\u021belegi inima. Doresc s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eempac cumva cu tine\u2026<\/p>\n

Adev\u0103rul e c\u0103 ne certam toat\u0103 ziua din nimicuri. Una-dou\u0103 ne s\u0103rea \u021band\u0103ra. Nu ne spuneam nici un cuv\u00e2nt frumos. Erau zile c\u00e2nd nu ne vorbeam. Nici m\u0103car nu ne \u00eentrebam\u00a0: \u201eCum mai e\u0219ti? \u00ce\u021bi este greu? Ce g\u00e2nduri te chinuie? \u00ce\u021bi este bine?\u201d\u2026\u00a0 De parc\u0103 tr\u0103iam \u00een universuri paralele. Fiecare tr\u0103ia izolat \u00een lumea lui, cu durerile \u0219i bucuriile lui, cu banii lui, cu visele lui, cu singur\u0103tatea lui\u2026 Eram ca dou\u0103 b\u0103rcu\u021be ce navigau \u00een paralel. F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ne intersect\u0103m vreodat\u0103. Nici de m\u00e2ncat nu mai m\u00e2ncam \u00eempreun\u0103. M\u00e2ncam tot pe fug\u0103. Iar dac\u0103 mai apucam s\u0103 m\u00e2nc\u0103m \u00eempreun\u0103, era lini\u0219te total\u0103. Eram izola\u021bi \u00een lumea noastr\u0103. \u00cen bula noastr\u0103 de s\u0103pun. Doi str\u0103ini lega\u021bi de datoria \u0219i responsabilitatea casei \u0219i a cre\u0219terii copiilor. Prin\u0219i \u00een capcana \u00eemplinirii responsabilit\u0103\u021bilor.<\/p>\n

Mai \u021bii minte cum eram c\u00e2nd ne-am cunoscut? C\u00e2t de absorbi\u021bi eram unul de cel\u0103lalt? C\u00e2t de interesa\u021bi eram s\u0103 ne ascult\u0103m unul pe cel\u0103lalt? Unde a disp\u0103rut interesul acesta? De ce nu ne mai facem timp unul pentru cel\u0103lalt? Goana aceasta a vie\u021bii, cu toate responsabilit\u0103\u021bile ei, nu o mai putem opri oare? Nu e \u00een puterea noastr\u0103 s\u0103 ne facem timp pentru noi?<\/p>\n

M\u0103 mai dore\u0219ti \u00eenapoi? Am realizat, acum, c\u0103 pe tine te doresc. \u0218i via\u021ba al\u0103turi de tine e visul meu. E adev\u0103rat c\u0103 s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it \u00eencrederea ta \u00een mine. E adev\u0103rat c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi e greu s\u0103 m\u0103 mai prive\u0219ti \u00een ochi. \u0218i mie \u00eemi e ru\u0219ine de ceea ce am f\u0103cut. \u0218i mie \u00eemi vine greu s\u0103 m\u0103 iert\u2026 De uitat nu cred c\u0103 vom putea s\u0103 uit\u0103m\u2026dar \u00eemi doresc s\u0103 nu ne mai doar\u0103 at\u00e2t de tare.<\/p>\n

Mi-a\u0219 dori at\u00e2t de mult s\u0103 fim ca la \u00eenceput! S\u0103 ne uit\u0103m unul \u00een ochii celuilalt \u0219i s\u0103 ne iubim. S\u0103 ne \u021binem \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i s\u0103 uit\u0103m de tot stresul ce ne \u00eenconjoar\u0103. S\u0103 facem \u00eenc\u0103 un pas \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 un pas. \u00cempreun\u0103. \u00cemi permi\u021bi s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi recuceresc inima? Te vei l\u0103sa recucerit\u0103?<\/p>\n

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